okay. Ash is the one that started the bet .. Her objective if the bet is to well, mainly make me forget and not to be damn desperate about it. I know. I am not allowed to talk about it for 5 weeks. And yes. It is working ( Ash is happy about this. ).. cos I realise the feeling is fading..gonna be gone very soon.and I am not interested about anythg that has to do to it. Ash is celebrating. She says I’m back to the old Debra. Not the desperate one that is kinda obsessed over it, juz like ” my best fren ” !!

I feel kinda happy because I manage to forget it. I believe it is happy too, because last time it told me to forget about it. hmm.. so , both sides are happy, I think. I’m back to the normal me. 4 more weeks to go ! Ash is trying to stop my feelings, and her way of doing it is kinda tough. but i dun wanna be called chicken for life. So, I juz took up this bet. It’s pretty challenging.

Anyway, I have a camp this week. Staying in skool, yea ! Talk about the fun, baby !! hahaaha.. I have a few EVIL PLANS .. hahaha.. lolz.. Fifi and I planned to spend the whole night eating.. and eating..and sleeping.. Like a pig. I am a pig already, actually.. No doubt about that.. hahahaha. I’m currently stuck with the folios.. Oh god.. there are like 3 folios totally untouched at all. Kerja Amal finished .. but the KGT, Sej and Seni is killing me !! talk about the silent killer… hahahaha.. I have three very interesting books to read now. I actually wonder how my mind works..

ok.. For example, the day before the sejarah exam, I got my lovely storybook, Eclipse with me. ( I borrowed it from my wife aka Joaane !! ) .. Sejarah exam only keluar-ing 2 chapters, but I can’t finish the textbook no matter how I concentrate. My mind is on Edward..Edward.. Bella.. Bella.. Jacob..Jacob and Jasper.. I’m in love with the Twilight series.. they are addictive !! No joke !! I could’t stand juz looking at Eclipse and not opening it and absorbing Stephenie Meyer’s amazing writings. So in the end, I finished the whole book within 3 hours. and the book is as thick as a dictionary.. As for the sejarah, I can’t even concentrate.. I know .. Yes !! If u are thinking that I’m from cuckoo land, maybe.. I dunno.. I think 75% true, if that’s what u think.. 

That’s all for today, bye bye blog.. I am starting to fall in love with u.. If my fs blog finds out …. dunno la.. haha.. lolz